If the world is really just a small town in a gaping universe, then we have to be careful what we say, do, think. When I was really young I used to think that every hair was a thought. And when that hair fell out that meant you forgot. And if your hair went gray it just meant that you thought in black and white. Uh. I was an abstract thinker as a kid.
I'm always a couple steps behind where I think I should be and by the time I get to those places, moments, things that I thought I wanted, turns out I've already moved past it and I have my eye on the next prize. I think that's called personal growth. Always be closing. Nah. Not really.
I had about four people text me earlier today to ask me where I was. I'm real tricky like that, it's impossible, albeit dangerous, for me to stay in one spot too long. I always like to be in motion. So whether I'm at the airport, on the back of a horse, or speeding dow a rural road in who knows where at 4AM, know that I'm probably happier doing that, than melting my soul away in front of a television or a bottle of wine.
Something I should outgrow.
If someone could only teach me to focus.